Charlie didn’t think about D’Andra, LuAnn or Maureen for the next several hours. Carolyn was ready to go shopping when he got to her house, so they both climbed into Charlie’s truck and rumbled off to look at kitchen appliances. Carolyn was by no means a sloppy shopper, and color, dimensions and that certain ‘something’ were weighed and evaluated and put through the fire until three very complimentary pieces had made the grade. They were duly purchased. Delivery was set for three weeks hence. Charlie now had a timetable to wrestle with.
“Your choices are really good” he said as they walked out the door. “The style isn’t my favorite, as you already know, but I didn’t expect to like the combination as much as I do.”
“Aw, you’re just trying to butter up the boss,” she retorted with a smile.
“Of course I am” Charlie agreed. “I wasn’t born yesterday. But no, seriously. I really do like your plan. You’ve got an eye for this.”
Carolyn was clearly pleased upon hearing Charlie’s approval. He was happy too. His problems with Carolyn’s plan were now firmly in the rear-view mirror and he was glad to let her know it unequivocally. “And besides,” he thought. “It is always a good thing to butter up the boss.”
“I’ve got to go to Home Supply to get some stuff for tomorrow. I’d be happy to drop you off at your house first” Charlie said.
“Don’t you dare!” was Carolyn’s reply. “I could get to love this business.”
“I’ve loved it for as long as I’ve done it, the last two years excepted, and even then there was a sort of draw to it. I couldn’t imagine doing anything else.”
They chatted in this manner while they drove to the store. Charlie learned that his guess at Carolyn’t occupation was correct; she was in real estate. “My husband died of cancer” she told him. “I don’t know where the primary tumor was, but by the time we discovered that he had a problem it was in his liver and lymph nodes and bones, even in his brain. He went fast, which was sort of a blessing, I guess. Six months after diagnosis Wesley was gone. He left me a nice sum in the bank and a generous life insurance policy, and his medical insurance through his job was very good. I didn’t get slammed too hard by medical bills.
So now I’m trying to make it in real estate. My father used to buy houses and fix them up to the point where they were just decent, and then rent them. He did pretty well with that; did most of the work himself. I’m more interested in selling the homes I pick up, so I have to put more into them. And it’s harder for me because I have to rely on a general contractor. Do you know how frustrating that can be?”
“Oh, yes. Do I forever know. I AM a general contractor, remember? I just haven’t done any generalling for quite a while. I’m sorry to hear about that” Charlie said, and then continued. “About your husband, that is. That must have been a hard time for you.”
“It certainly was a hard time. We couldn’t have children and so we decided to focus on making the most of our marriage. Huh! Funny how the best laid plans sometimes go straight into the shredder.”
Both Charlie and Carolyn were silent for a while as they drove towards their destination. Charlie wondered how Carolyn had managed to avoid the free-fall that he had experienced when Stevie died. What Carolyn was thinking he could only guess. Finally, he had to ask.
“How did you handle your husband’s death so well? My daughter died a few years ago,” Charlie gulped back a catch in his voice, “and I lost everything. I still can’t say that I’m over it.”
Carolyn thought a minute before answering. “Well, my first week was very hard. There wasn’t anything I would do that his memory wasn’t a part of. Walk down the hall, make coffee in the morning, go to the store, drive past a restaurant. I slept in a guest room and tried to keep up as many routine activities as I could. I did them on auto pilot though. In fact, I can hardly remember much in the way of details of that week.
I guess the best thing was that I was not alone. Mom and Dad and my sisters were all there for me, and Wesley’s family too. They cooked and cleaned and sat with me; took me to the beach or up to Timberline Lodge on Mt. Hood. My sister and her family go to a church and a bunch of her friends from there made freezer meals for me. They would mow my lawn and – – -, well, whatever needed to be done. Wes and I didn’t think too much about church and I can’t say that I do even now. But I sure appreciated their help. They acted more like how I thought a religious person should act, although I couldn’t really tell you then what that should be and don’t know if I could tell you now. I think I may still have a lasagna or two left in the freezer.”
“How long ago did this happen?” Charlie asked, surprised by the lingering lasagna.
“It was a year ago next month.”
Charlie was left speechless by this. Less than a year after losing her husband Carolyn was starting a business, overseeing a kitchen remodel, and moving on in life. Charlie began to compare his handling of Stevie’s death with Carolyn’s response to her husband’s and he didn’t like the comparison at all. Old demons of self-blame and doubt began to claw away at his heart, but he was determined not to give in to them this time without a fight.
“I handled my loss a lot less capably than you did. I’m really impressed with your story. You’ve seen what condition my problem left me in.”
Carolyn seemed to sense Charlie’s struggle. “We’re different people, Charlie. There’s no right or wrong way here; no weak or strong. I could have walked the same path as you if my life had been different; if I had been alone. And if you had all of the family support that I had – I take it you don’t have much family here?” Charlie nodded in the negative. “Then you might very well have handled your trouble in the same manner that I did.”
Charlie had his doubts, but Carolyn made sense. He felt that he had dwelt on this conversation long enough; was amazed that he had done so and kept his composure. “I’ll have to tell D’Andra about this” he thought, and then he changed the subject.
“Who are you using as a general contractor?”
Carolyn gave a name that Charlie didn’t recognize. After spending two years on the margins of the construction trades he was unfamiliar with many of the new players. Something like a protective urge rose up in him.
“If you have any questions about their work, I’d be glad to look at it with you. Not to step on anyone’s toes, but I don’t want you to get short-changed in what can be a pretty dog-eat-dog business.”
“Why, thank you Charlie. I appreciate that” Carolyn replied. “But aren’t building inspectors supposed to check such things?”
Charlie remembered hearing stories of bottles of scotch whiskey being left in buildings that were ‘ready’ for inspection; ‘Christmas in July’ they called it. He had never resorted to such measures, and all of the inspectors he had dealt with were honest. He knew that they though, like anyone else, could miss things or just not be as good at what they did as they should be.
“No system’s perfect” he finally chose to say. “Inspectors can miss things. If you’re still new at this, things could slip by you.” Charlie remembered the poor design of the shower door in the bathroom remodel that he had just completed. “So if you have any doubts or questions, I’ll be happy to take a look.”
Carolyn was thanking him for his concern and offer when they pulled into the parking lot of Home Supply.
For the next hour Charlie was busy scheduling the drop-off of some heavy braces and a large supply of lumber for the next morning. He would be tearing out the existing outside wall and replacing it four feet further toward the front of the house. Carolyn was mostly quiet as she watched every step of the transaction with interest. Charlie noted this and decided that she was looking for knowledge that would help her in her own business. “Smart woman” he thought.
At last the business was finished and Charlie began to drive them back to Carolyn’s house. She offered to buy Charlie a burger or something but he declined. “I’ve already eaten enough today to feed a village” he said with a laugh. “I’ll stop if you’re hungry.” Carolyn also declined and told him that she’d see if she could dig that old lasagna out of the freezer and zap it in the microwave oven that would be doing much of her cooking for the next month.
When they arrived at Carolyn’s house Charlie got out of the truck to open the door for her but she was already out, being fully capable of opening her own doors. He was momentarily thrown by this but made a smooth recovery and walked her to the front door.
“I’ll be here at 9 tomorrow” he told her. “I’ll be making a racket, so I don’t want to annoy your neighbors any more than is necessary. You’ve got somebody staying with you until I get the new outside wall sealed up, right?”
“Yes. My sister’s oldest son will be here. He’s a big kid; plays football for Camas High. He’ll stay for as long as I need him. Or as long as I can feed him is more like it!”
“It won’t take long. I’ll put in some long days at first and get that part done. I don’t have any other pressing responsibilities, so I can focus on just that.”
“Well, I appreciate it.” Carolyn drew a breath and let it out in a long, deep sigh. “Now it’s time for me to go back to looking at numbers on paper. Charlie, I do think you’ve got the best end of this business.”
“I’d have to agree,” he replied with a laugh. “Well, good bye. See you tomorrow.”
“Good bye, Charlie.”
Carolyn disappeared behind the closing door and Charlie returned to his truck. Thoughts swirled in his brain as he fired it up and drove away from the curb. His meeting with D’Andra this morning had stirred up questions that he needed to ask himself, and his conversation with LuAnn had given him more than roast beef to chew on. No, he had spent the last two hours with Carolyn, fully engaged in work that he now found satisfying once again.
Charlie’s appreciation of Carolyn had grown even more as she selected appliances with a discerning eye and soaked up details of his business at Home Supply like a sponge. It was very rewarding to work for her, and he hoped that her general contractor appreciated her and wasn’t taking advantage of her newness to the business. “I hope that she’ll let me check some of their work,” he thought as he drove.
Upon arriving at Mill Plain Blvd. Charlie realized that he didn’t have a clue where he was going. Reflexively he had turned toward his apartment, so he decided to continue in that direction. He would take most of what he would be moving from his apartment to Billy’s cottage Billy would not be home this early in the day but Charlie had a key already.
While he loaded clothes and a box or two of personal items he thought about what to do for the rest of the day. “Ah! The garden,” he thought. He would stop at the storage shed and retrieve his bucket of gardening tools. As he prepared to leave the apartment his eyes fell upon the old, beat-up coffee pot with the flowers in it. Charlie had continued to replace the flowers in that unlikely vase whenever the old ones began to wilt. He had become attached to that spot of color, and looking at it reminding him of his own coming back to life. He crossed over to the table by the television and picked up the pot. “You’re coming with me,” he said to it.
Charlie drove across town to Billy’s cottage and unloaded his belongings into the spare room that would be his home for the time being. He put the coffee pot on a small table by the window then returned to his truck and drove back across town towards Camas and the community garden.
It was a little early for Rachael or Walt to be there but several other gardeners were. Charlie surveyed his own plot and saw that the cucumbers and squash were almost ready to be picked. The onions were developing plump yellow globes at the soil line, carrots and beets were growing luxurious greens and the green beans were now about two inches long. Best of all, the tomato plants were thick with green tomatoes, all plumping up and getting ready to burst into red deliciousness.
Charlie checked for pest damage; he had already been forced to spray something on the squash and cucumbers for some sort of beetle. The nursery worker swore that the spray was an environmentally friendly product and Charlie took his word for that. He followed this with a bit of weed pulling and then decided to mow the grass that surrounded the garden plots. It being a community garden, all were expected to pitch in and keep the place neat.
Charlie followed the self-propelled mower and waved at the other gardeners, feeling a peace that he hadn’t known for a very long time. The sun was bright and warm, and he worked up a good sweat before he was finished with the lawn. A convenience store sat on the corner two blocks away, and Charlie went there to buy a bottle of water and a bag of potato chips. He didn’t have anything else to do and so he figured on waiting a while to see if Walt or Rachael would show up.
He took a seat under the canopy and made himself comfortable. “I should start to read again” he thought as he sat in the shade, daydreaming while he sipped on his water and nibbled on his chips. After a while, Charlie’s head began to dawdle and the water bottle nearly slipped out of his hand.
The warm air, cool breeze and feeling of being more financially and emotionally comfortable than he had been for a long time, seemed to give Charlie the space to let himself drift into a good nap. That was hard to do though, sitting upright in a plastic chair, so Charlie sipped and nodded, snacked and dozed, until he finally drooped his head forward and fell fast asleep.
“Hi farmer!” Rachael said as she walked up to the sleeping Charlie. He jumped upon hearing her voice and dropped his water bottle and half-eaten bag of chips onto the ground in front of him.
“Oh!” Rachael said with a laugh in her voice. She sprang forward in a futile attempt to catch the falling items before they landed. Charlie lurched forward in pursuit of the same goal and their heads collided lightly. The two friends pulled their heads back and looked at each other mutely, and then both broke out in a happy laughter.
“Well, we’re not going to get much work done if we knock each other out!” Rachael said as her laughter subsided.
“I already have mine done” Charlie replied. “I was just catching my beauty rest after all of the hard work. Charlie reached down and picked up his bag of chips and saw that a handful or two remained in the bag. “Care to sit down and share a meal?”
To his surprise, Rachael did pull up a plastic chair and sit next to him, extending her hand towards the bag. Charlie filled the hand and they chatted while they munched on their chips.
“The bruise is just about gone” Charlie said, stating the obvious. In fact, the bruise had been tenacious, but it had failed in it’s effort to spoil Rachael’s big night. Her boyfriend had indeed proposed on the night that Charlie and Walt had first seen the damage that a young client had done to her. All of the normal protocols for proposing marriage had dropped by the wayside once her now-finacé saw his future wife and heard of her fear of being an embarrassment to him if they went out for dinner that night.
“Embarrassment!” he had expostulated. “There is nothing about you that embarrasses me. I had intended to propose to you tonight; I’m telling you this because I assume that you had already figured that out. Heck, I’d like to marry you tonight, right there at the table. Beauty like yours can’t be hidden by such a little thing as a shiner on your face. In fact, I wonder if the Maitre D’ could act like the captain of a ship, or maybe the Chef de Cuisine.”
Charlie’s and Walt’s opinion of Rachael’s choice for a partner rose appreciably upon hearing this tale, and Charlie noticed that Walt’s language and attitude had softened whenever Rachael was present or spoken of. “She’s all right, for a female and a bible-thumper,” he had said. “High praise indeed!” Charlie thought when Walt said it.
“So,” Rachael said as she finished her handful of chips. “If you’ve finished your work, what are you doing hanging out here? Did they finally kick you out of your apartment for making too much noise?”
Charlie thought of the bedlam that erupted at his residence from time to time, which would in some cases bring the police to the scene. He laughed at the thought of him doing anything that could get him ejected from there.
“No,” he replied. “They say they’ll put up with me for another week. “Actually, there’s something that I would like to talk with you about. I didn’t intend to when I got here, but I’ve been thinking that maybe your advice could help me with a decision.
He paused, and Rachael straightened in her chair, assuming a professional aspect. “Now, I’m not asking you this as a shot at free counseling. This is as a friend, and I haven’t had a lot of those lately and don’t want to take advantage of the few that I do have. Are you willing to hear me on that basis?”
Rachael smiled and relaxed, slumping into her chair in an exaggerated manner. She laid her hands on her knees in a yoga ‘mudra’ pose and exhaled. “OK Grasshopper” she said. “Shoot.”
Rachael’s light-hearted response put Charlie at ease, but he quickly became serious again. “OK. Well, here it is,” he began. “Today D’Andra – have I told you ‘thank you’ enough times for telling me about her? – suggested that I get in touch with my ex-wife, Maureen. What do you think of that?”
“Well, goodness, Charlie. I would feel awkward about inserting myself between you and your counselor. I don’t think that would be a proper thing to do.”
Charlie thought about her reply and then said “I’m not really trying to get you to critique her advice. I’ve already bounced this off of a friend this morning, just trying to get a second point of view. I wouldn’t want to impose on you though, so maybe I’ll just withdraw the question.”
Rachael gave it a moment’s more thought and then replied “No, it’s OK. As a friend. I’ll talk about this with you as a friend. Perhaps I need a little practice at putting down my job and just being a friend. So, why did she want you to do that?”
“I’ve been talking with her about our break-up; how I couldn’t come out of the shell of my own pain to help her deal with hers. I came to believe that she hated me for my weakness and was disgusted with me, and finally left in order to get as far away from me as she could. When we talked about it, D’Andra asked a lot of questions about how I came to believe this and I had to admit that I really didn’t have any real evidence that she felt like I believed she did.”
“So maybe you’ve spent the last two years blaming yourself for something that isn’t true?”
“Yeah, exactly. Maybe Maureen really does hate me, but maybe she doesn’t. Maybe she doesn’t blame me for not trying to make Stevie more careful. Maybe she doesn’t blame me for ignoring her own pain.” Charlie gulped back a rise of emotion in his throat and continued. “Maybe she doesn’t blame me for not being a Dad to Jack.”
Rachael reached out and put a hand on Charlie’s knee. “Slow down there,” she said. “Hold on. Take a minute and breathe. Remember, I’m going to be a friend, not a counselor, so you come first and not your story.” She waited while Charlie got himself back together. “OK?” she asked.
“Yeah” Charlie replied.
“All right. As a friend. Do you want to do what D’Andra suggested?”
“Well, I’ve thought about it all day,” Charlie said, “and I think that maybe I do. One of the things that D’Andra mentioned that struck me the most is that Maureen may be hung up on these points, or points like them, the same as I was. Or maybe still am. If that’s true, then it would be wrong for me to use this knowledge, or possible knowledge I suppose I should say, to help me and not help her. We’re apart now; I know that, and it’s not my responsibility how she’s doing now. It just seems like maybe this would be a cleaning up, or a tying up of loose ends. Maybe I even owe it to her.”
Rachael thought in silence about what Charlie had told her. At last she replied “Charlie, I’ve been trying to put myself into your shoes, which I’ve decided is impossible. So instead I’ve tried to put myself into Maureen’s shoes. Of course, I know practically nothing about her and I can’t possibly imagine what it is like to lose a daughter. I don’t even have any experience at being a wife yet. I am, however fairly experienced at being a woman, and speaking from that point of view I can tell you that, if it is properly done, I would welcome somebody’s interest in helping me to deal with a big problem like that. Now you said that there were no fireworks in your divorce, right?”
“Yeah, it was pretty mechanical. I didn’t know what to say so I pretty much didn’t say anything. I assumed that she had plenty to say but didn’t figure that I was worth saying it to.”
“And it didn’t occur to you that she might have been just as bound up as you were, did it?”
“No, it didn’t. And I still don’t know one way or the other, really. I suppose there’s only one way to find out, but my debate is whether or not that’s the right thing to do.”
“Ah, there’s a concept I wrestle with,” Rachael said with a sigh. “The right thing to do. How much time has been spent and how much grief has been inflicted on the self by trying to figure out the right thing to do? Sometimes I wonder if there’s any such thing as the right thing to do.”
Charlie was surprised to hear the thought which Rachael had just expressed. “What, so you don’t believe that there are right things and wrong things to do?” he asked.
“On no, it’s not like that,” she replied. “It’s clear that there is right and wrong. I’m just not certain that in every situation you can boil every option down to a single ‘right thing to do’ which makes everything else the ‘wrong thing to do.’”
“Huh?” Charlie grunted. “I think you’re going too deep for an old carpenter like me.”
“Well, let me give you an example. A certain German gentleman in the middle of the last century became the leader of his country and pursued policies that had a disastrous effect on a lot of people, especially people who were Jewish like me.”
“I thought that you were a Christian” Charlie interjected.
“I am, but we’ll clear that up later. Anyway, a group of people tried to kill Herr Hitler towards the end of the war that his policies had caused. By July of 1944 the Soviets were closing in on the east, the Allies were firmly entrenched in Normandy in the west and were clawing their way north in Italy. It was clear to anybody who had eyes to see that Germany would be defeated. A bunch of people wanted to kill Hitler and try to negotiate a peace that would keep Germany from being conquered and ruled by the Allies or, much worse, the Russians. They failed, and the war ground on for almost another murderous year.
Now here’s my point. As a Jew and a Christian, can I support the effort to kill Hitler? God commanded on Mount Sinai “Thou Shalt Not Kill,” and in Torah it says “Vengence is mine. I will repay.” In the Gospels Jesus is declared the Prince of Peace. “Render unto Caeser that which is Caeser’s” He said, and “love your enemy.” Later a good Jewish boy named Paul said something like every Christian is to be in subjection to the governing authorities. It was Nero who was the governing authority at that time, and he was a pretty bad actor too.
So was it right to ignore the teaching of the Jewish and Christian scriptures and try to kill Hitler? Or would it have been right to not try to kill him, thereby giving him another year to murder as many people as he could?”
Charlie guffawed at the question. “Of course it was right to kill Hitler, or at least to try. You can’t be trying to defend that guy. Not even you are saint enough for that!”
“Oh, Charlie. I’m no saint. And I actually do believe that it was right to try to kill Hitler. I’m a Jewish girl, remember? But I’m a Jew and a Christian because I believe that some things were said by God to lead us in our lives. In this case, the reality of life on the ground made it complicated and difficult to decide which action was right. In the end, I have to choose which action of a group of options is MOST right and go from there, hoping – even praying – that I am right. God will judge my intentions and has the grace to forgive me if I’m wrong.
So now let’s bring it back to your situation. What’s the right thing to do? Maybe correcting mistaken views will help you deal with your life after Maureen, or maybe the views that you’ve held for the last few years are correct, and it will only make it hurt more for a while if you stir them up. Maybe Maureen has moved on and doesn’t need your ghost showing up to trouble her now, and maybe she’s stuck and you could help free her from her own prison. And you haven’t mentioned your son – it was Jack, right? Maybe he really is angry enough to hate you, and maybe he has found some other male figure to look up to, and maybe he hasn’t found that figure at all and is in limbo. And maybe he’s an angry boy who wants his real father to love him.
How can you possibly know the answers to all of these ‘maybes?’ In my experience there’s no mathematical formula that will crunch all of those variables and spit out an ironclad answer. There’s too many x’s and y’s in the input to expect anything but a few x’s and y’x to populate the output. And I don’t know any psychologists or philosophers or theologians who can render the variables down to one neat answer. Life isn’t like that.
So, all of that being said, you asked me for my opinion, and nothing more than my opinion is what I’m going to give you now, if you still want to hear it.”
Charlie mutely nodded for her to continue.
“If you go forward with this, the worse thing that could happen is that your assumptions are confirmed. Those assumptions are what you are dealing with already. All that would change is that you would know them rather than have to guess them. The best that could happen is that all of your assumptions could be wrong; that you and Maureen would reunite, that Jack would rush to you, give up his current occupations and become the perfect child in your eyes, and that you would also find out that unicorns really exist.
Probably – and again, this is just my opinion – the result would be somewhere between those extremes, and in my opinion it would be closer to the unicorn end than the other. How much closer would be the big variable. You weren’t the perfect husband, Charlie. There’s only one of those and he’s marrying me next June, which only leaves him a year to enjoy his perfect status.
I can tell you that you are a kind person though and that you care about people, once you let them get close enough to you. Speaking as a woman, I believe that Maureen knows this about you at some level, and that she will take that into consideration if you decide to try to contact her. Beyond that, I don’t know any more than you do. I think that it is a good thing, or at least more of a good than a bad thing, and I think that your son may benefit from this more than either you or your ex. Most boys need a Dad around, and I believe that hearing from his father would be a good first step in making that happen.”
Rachael was finished and sat back in her chair. Charlie sat back in his own, mulling over everything that he had just heard. D’andre had made a suggestion, LuAnn had supported it, and now Rachael had eloquently confirmed it. ‘Three trees make a row’ he had once heard, and here he saw three trees standing right in front of him.
A decision such as this requires a pretty solid conviction though, at least as far as Charlie could see. It was less than two months ago that he was leaning over the rail on the Interstate Bridge, listening to ghosts who were calling for him to join them. Could he trust these new thoughts to be true and friendly? This was something that would require more time and thought, and maybe even more input.
At this point both friends heard the squeak of the gate. They turned to see who it was that came to work in their garden. It turned out to be Walt.
“You won’t get anything done that way, you loafers!” he called out. Charlie and Rachael just laughed and waved to him as he made his way to his plot.
Charlie then looked at Rachael and said “That is some good advice, and I will think about it. Really. I really will. Rachael, you’re one of the most, well, I don’t know how to say it. One of the smartest, or most level-headed, or, I don’t know. You just have a way of seeing things that I don’t. That a lot of people don’t, I suspect. I guess you learned some of this stuff at school, but you base a lot of it on your religion, don’t you?”
“Yes Charlie, I do,” Rachael responded. “My faith is very important to me, and it guides me in much of my very imperfect life.”
“I don’t know if I believe in any religion,” Charlie began. “Oh, I believe that it exists, but I don’t know if it’s true. I’ve never thought about it much, but I think that I would like to know more about it. About yours, at least. I haven’t been a reader since I was a kid; I was always too busy for that, so I don’t think that I would gain anything from asking you for a reading list. And I don’t think I’d be comfortable to go into a church where anybody might come up to me and talk. I’ve walked into a Catholic church once or twice recently; you know, that big brick one downtown? It was weird how that place felt comfortable when I was really in the tank, but there was no way that I was going to speak to anyone. I was wondering then, well, I guess I was just wondering if it would be all right if I went to church sometime with you?”
Rachael looked at Charlie for what seemed like an eternity but, in reality, was only a moment or two. At last she said “Of course Charlie. I would be happy to sit with you at synagogue. I have many friends there who would want to meet you too, but I could tell them beforehand that you need a little space. You would not be expected to know any of the rhythms of our worship and so you could just watch and listen. Would that be OK?”
Charlie nodded and said that it would be. Rachael then continued, saying “This is new to me too Charlie. I’m not the most evangelical person on the planet. I’ve never taken a guest to synagogue with me. I hope that we can just enjoy it together. We meet on Wednesday nights, Friday nights and Saturday mornings. I usually go Wednesday because we study Torah, and I am at heart a Jew. Saturday mornings are when we have what would look more like a church service to you, and the people who attend are made up of Jews and non-Jews alike. Of course, you can go any time you like, and I will be happy to go with you. Here,” Rachael began to dig into her purse and at last found the business card that she was looking for. “This has my phone number on it. It’s my work phone, but I check it all the time. You think about it and call me whenever you feel like joining me there.”
Charlie accepted her card and thanked her for the invitation. Silently he thanked her for the lack of pressure as well. When he was young some aggressive Christians pestered him about coming to church. He remembered how he felt like all they really wanted was to make of him a notch on their belts. Rachael was much more low key and inviting.
“I’ll give you a call.”
“Good. And now I have some gardening to do. Wanna make yourself useful?”
Charlie looked at his fingernails, paused and then said “Well, I don’t know. I’ve just had a manicure and my poodle needs to be clipped and I have some flowers to arrange. Maybe I can squeeze out a few minutes.”
Rachael reached down and grabbed a handful of the grass that was growing under the canopy and threw it at Charlie. “Don’t be such a fop!” she said with a laugh, and the two friends rose to go help Rachael make her garden grow.